RyanAlienWinning

 With Sharolaid or Billy there was a video that went up once of us at Walmart. Also I spoke on the SharolaidUpdates channel during the time Billy Wesley Fouts or Sharolaid and I were a thing. BlackGirlWorld was also my channel.

 Next month on May 24th I will 33 years old.  Picture of me. With Sharolaid or Billy he is always 8 years older than me or so. A picture of Sharolaid or Billy next to Jeffree Star. Billy or Sharolaid will be 40 while I will turn 33. Which means he is actually always 7 years older than me. Sharolaid and I first met at Gary Lonier's house when I was 17. Making Billy 24 when I was 17 years old. With Bryan Mcgee and me both of us were young With Kelly Jay-Caudill I was 20 and he was 20. With Sharolaid I was 17 and he was 24 years old. I  - Me: Ryan George Fair did not graduate from Arrow school until I turned 20 almost 21. So yes I had an older boyfriend that knew Jeffree Star. For those who think he violated me, an ultimatum was put on me. When I was 16 and he knew I was mostly straight (Sharolaid knew me, Ryan George Fair was 16 and told me he liked me while he was 23 years old. I specifically remember being 17 the first time I called and chatted with him. The last time I s...

 With Chris I was 7 and he asked me to get undressed in front of him. He was an adult man that later stole from my mom. With Mat Beckner I was 27 and he attempted to rape me when I was drunk one night. I was too drunk to fight him off. He is dead now. I ran into my room. The next day when I walked out he was there but he got beat up when he left I heard then I heard he died.

 Knives were held to me and I was taught God is a girl that looks like Amy Lee from Evanescence. Yes this was a cult I was really apart of for like 4 - 5 years. Even today I struggle with brainwashing from that.

 Billy is always about 8 years older than me. Yes he came to my house on Jessicas lane. Idk yes Sharolaid from Jeffree Star calls Sharolaid. I was a big fan. the problem is I was 15 when I was in Forbush. Even at Forbush I would quote Sharolaid videos. I was 16 when he noticed me and 17 when I had sex with him in Florida. Yes Billy or Sharolaid is always 8 years older than me. I don't know sorry but I was under aged and he is a major, troll cyber bully and everything else. he does edit peoples videos etc and yes sharolaid or billy really tourtmented frogs for the user artylad at one point. that's why I left is because he tormented animals. Even one of the last times I spoke to him he still would hurt frogs. Just because people make hate channels about me. I have to remember I did the same thing to innocent people. So I have to accept it in some way. But really I feel it wasn't my fault I did those things. I only did because I was co-earsed into doing them by an adult. That...

 With my one ex - the one who has red and blonde hair. Yes she cheated on me as soon as I got with her. She said she is bipolar and hypersexual in her bipolar mania phase. so yes I had sex with her every day for a long time. Me and a boy named Jaymz, Alex, Tyler and Ryan did threesomes on her. The only reason I posted things is because Alex Griffith wanted to put me on Ryan George Fair, Ripoff report. I don't know. With Sharolaid yes I was tired of hiding. Sorry I don't feel I am the ex - boyfriend at all. I always looked away from him. I was 16 for the first year of the internet relationship and 17 when I had sex with Billy. I don't know yes he really would collect my hair and fingernails. It was scary to deal with him because I didn't know what his bhh fan following would do if I left him. He made a video with Jeffree Star and everything else. I got nothing out of this except slander. With Blerta I was with her four years ago so in 2021 I was with her. I don't tal...

With Brandin I knew him ever since I was 14. He went to Forbush. Basically me and Brandin and Gabby were going to do a threesome but it went bad. I don't have to talk about that if I don't want to. Even today that haunts me. 

 With Alicia no she did not give me oral sex. I just fingered her when I was 14 or 15. With Brooke we did oral I just didn't have sex with her. I didn't lose my virginity until I turned 20 or 21. With Shelby I dated her once at Forbush. Her friend took a picture of me and photoshopped it to say "Shelby and Ryan a match made in Hell and Shelby's friend put it on Myspace.

 Hmm... Yes at any point youtube can suspend me and I don't get enough likes on videos for me to want to keep making videos. My Twitter handle is KellanWinning and I am on IG as RyanAlienWinning Note - Do not go to my KellanWinning twitter unless you are over 18 Do not send a follow request to RyanAlienWinning unless I know you personally. I don't get paid to do youtube either. I get paid by social security disability. Remember it is illegal to come to 902 b Jessicas lane unless you are a resident or you know people who live here.

Yeah to those who sat there and disliked my last few videos I really don't care. I am not gay or bisexual and will not say I was anything other than raped by Sharolaid or Billy. Bryan - 1700 Dungarvan Court house of horror court records don't lie Kelly Jay - Caudill only because I had no access to families after my experience with Bryan and Billy I only did things with guys off Grindr cause I was slandered publicly and assumed it would be hard to make a normal girlfriend. Sorry fuck you Billy Wesley Fouts.

 Yeah I don't have to deal with them if I don't want to. So I blocked them. They have to make a new account if they want to be able to interact with me.

 My birthday is May 24th 1992 That is when I was born. home  /  other  /  age calculator Age Calculator Result Age: 16 years 0 months 22 days or 192 months 22 days or 838 weeks 0 days or 5,866 days or 140,784 hours or 8,447,040 minutes or 506,822,400 seconds May 1992 S M T W T F S           1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26 27 28 29 30 31              ...  June 2008 S M T W T F S 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26 27 28 29 30           Billy Wesley Fouts and I have birthdays around the same time. His birthday is May 14th 1985 because his username is bwf51485 on Revver etc

 Yes Sharolaid came here for 10 years. There are real victims like Reverend Essie and others like tjbmom123 and Robert Thorson and VonHelton.

 Yes I use youtube so I will still youtube and workout. I made a new video saying how I want to apologize to Sharolaid victims. Not to glorify or promote hatred against them. This is coming from somebody who used to let Sharolaid over for several years and was an admin of BHH at one point.

 Yes because Westboro Baptist Church is funny as fuck and they don't copyright anything

 Yeah seriously. I simply did youtube for a period of time. Didn't even make enough subscribers to get paid etc. So if you want to reach me you would have to have my cell number or be somebody I know or recognize on twitter or something like that or ig. I follow people on ig and if they follow back that's cool. But do not send me a follow request unless I know you or I follow you on instagram first. I am taking away every opportunity for my stalker to reach me. She would have to literally try to call my house or things like that if she wants my attention cause I am done with youtube. Which means if she crosses the line to try and get my number and tries to harass me over the telephone I will go to the police.

 Yeah I will not accept your follow request on twitter or instagram unless I know you. This is done to filter out fake profiles and fake people etc and stalkers. Do not send me a follow request unless I know you from somewhere like Forbush or Arrow or something like that.

 Yeah I will just sit in my room and play sims 4. It's true girls don't like paranoid schizophrenic men that live with their abusive parents. So this situation doesn't pay me, doesn't get me laid or provide me with a different roof over my head. If you all want to believe I am bisexual or gay even though I explain I was being abused and 1700 Dungarvan court house of horror court records are accurate to describe my mom and stepdad and stepbrother and stepsister. Then fine. I will just get the injection once a month. Hopefully quit smoking soon and watch as everybody takes my stalkers side who is famous for shitting out videos kissing the ass of chris crocker and bashing anybody who talked badly about chris crocker when he was first around and is famous for having a break from reality where she believes she is a "white light angel" as she put it and people who kiss her and riley's ass are on the white light side and people like bekkah72 and made2order555 are...

 Yeah seriously I wrote down I was 16 in 2007. I specifically remember being 17 the first time me and Billy Wesley Fouts had sex in Florida. Sorry I was a minor 16 for the first year of it where it was spent over the internet. And 17 when I met him and had sex. I don't care about people in this evil world. I hate everything and can always just hate everything if that's my choice. To those who want to believe I am "retarded" instead of paranoid schizophrenic that's not what doctors and psychologists diagnosed me as. I am paranoid schizophrenic and I am not retarded just because I have slight autism. Gee maybe the reason I did horrible things is because Sharolaid or Billy introduced me to those bad things when I was still young and I was afraid of him. But people don't care. I don't have to answer questions about my liver health to you Vickie Rice. Take my dad to court or whatever you want to do and just leave me the fuck alone. But no I really got sick from...

 Yes for one I used to troll heavy and if I stop making videos I get bombarded with people asking where I am from or where I am located and stuff like that. So no I will not leave YT or Vimeo just because people dislike my videos. I explained my side of the story. I will not say I am bisexual or gay just because I did things with bryan, kelly and different guys off grindr for a period of time after my girlfriend cheated and broke my heart. With Sharolaid I don't consider it that I hurt him or broke his heart. I was underaged for two years of our relationship and he preyed on me, had his friend (chris wytehouse) blackmail me and made threats with tapes. Sadly because of my stupid family that part of my life went on for 5 years while the only thing I wanted was a car and social life. When I got a car I made friends like Jaymz and Alex who weren't true. I would always hear about one of them saying to me oh alex said this and alex was like oh jaymz said this and they are both frien...

 For one I am not the one who went to social security and got my disability approved. My dad George is the one who handled all the paperwork for me. He told me to go to the disability office once where I sat down with a woman and they handled all that for me. I told the woman I was hearing voices so she just told me to sit down and relax. They approved my disability but my dad George is the one who filed it and got it approved. I didn't "seek" after a disability check my dad is the one who saw me acting strange and just got my disability filed / approved.

 Yes I have better things to do with my time than that. Sorry I won't answer any comments and I will not respond or add rebuttals to ripoff reports about me. my stalker even said for the rest of her natural life she will update them and all of that and make new ones. So I don't care anymore. I have better things to do than sit in my house and respond to her negativity she needs to get a life.

 Yeah if you all want to interact me you can do so on RyanAlienWinning IG. If people like my stalker flock to my vimeo and nobody likes my videos on vimeo and people dislike my yt videos and people want to side with my stalker. Fine this is why Sharolaid doesn't come back and entertain any of you anyways.

 Yeah I used to troll big time so I really don't care. You all want Sharolaid to come back and he's never going to tbh. He wanted me to look at him but I wouldn't because he's a fucking dude.

 Yes I did it because it's funny as fuck that you all want Sharolaid to come back and I have all the answers and I laugh I have all the answers to the precious Sharolaid questions. Fuck yall.

 Yeah I have to keep in mind I am a public figure sometimes. So RyanAlienWinning IG is open to the public. Please only follow or chat with me if you are an adult.

 I just spent the last week in a psych unit. As much as I have the mentality that I am sick with schizophrenia because of people like the Meyer family. Because of Victor betraying me, and my ordeal with Sharolaid. Because of Alicia and Tori's cheating. Because of being stolen from. Because of my evil stepdad. Because of no car when I was 17 - 20. Because of my mom and things like that who I have had no contact with for like 3 years. I tell myself that I am in the boat of being paranoid schizophrenic. I can't undo anything I've done or said online to any of the sharolaid victims. The only thing I do is not participate in Sharolaid activates online like BHH facebook groups or uploading videos in the name of BHH etc. So I choose to live a new happy life away from that drama but people like my stalker and certain bhh people will choose to remind me of my ugly past. and leave me mean and hateful comments. That's fine. I walked away from a smoke and mirrors cult up the street...