This evil world - Ryan Winning

 Yeah seriously I wrote down I was 16 in 2007.


I specifically remember being 17 the first time me and Billy Wesley Fouts had sex in Florida. Sorry I was a minor 16 for the first year of it where it was spent over the internet. And 17 when I met him and had sex.


I don't care about people in this evil world. I hate everything and can always just hate everything if that's my choice.


To those who want to believe I am "retarded" instead of paranoid schizophrenic that's not what doctors and psychologists diagnosed me as. I am paranoid schizophrenic and I am not retarded just because I have slight autism. Gee maybe the reason I did horrible things is because Sharolaid or Billy introduced me to those bad things when I was still young and I was afraid of him. But people don't care.


I don't have to answer questions about my liver health to you Vickie Rice. Take my dad to court or whatever you want to do and just leave me the fuck alone. But no I really got sick from all of this for years. I never felt I was bisexual or gay. I did things with Bryan only on one day when I was 13 because I was being abused by my mom and stepdad and others in the neighborhood. It's so typical for people in this evil world to come down hard on an abuse survivor when they speak out against it and cyber bully them because people in this world are monsters that lack empathy. For several years I was that way. I bullied people online and I am ashamed of it. The only reason my girlfriend was fascinated with me is because I was tied into Jeffree Star and never attempted to get famous off of it. But with a watchful bhh that is obsessed with Billy and things like ripoff report. I'm sorry I will not say I am bisexual or gay. I feel he did rape me for five years of my life and I absolutely don't miss him.

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